I told myself.

That's right. I told myself. I said "SELF...you need to get it together!!" Quite surely you can straighten up and get your life together and wait a measly 9 more months before you car wreck your mind about this whole baby business. And then I said "Self...you are right".  I understand this makes me crazy, but it's ok because I took an oath (and student loan) to work with crazy people such as myself.

This teen director stuff is quite hectic and unorganized. Hopefully it gets more structured. This is a deal breaker if it doesn't.

Ciao.